Wow. When I left you last, I was on the verge of giving birth. And now it's 5 months later and my beautiful boy is growing so fast I haven't had the time to write it all down like I promised I would.
Right now it's 12.20am and I can hear him babbling in the other room. Such sweet sounds frm my baby.
I miss his new-born Ness. He is now well and truly a baby. Not the tiny little parcel of love that came out in literally 4 pushes. So surprisingly quick that I could not believe my eyes when his beautiful body was placed on me.
And how has time flown so fast that the days of wrapping and swaddling are gone and he's now in a sleeping bag. The gorgeous smell of newborn baby washed away as he's begun to become aware, finding his fingers and staring at his toes as if to say 'what are those things!'
He just started eating solids. Gobbling down almost anything! His first taste being apple, sweet potato and pumpkin left over from a friend's one year old's pouch of Rafferty's. This was quickly followed by a French fry dipped in hummus!
As I wait for him to settle himself to sleep I can't quite believe how happy I am to have him. All the drama of those last week's of pregnancy have disappeared and I am a mother again. I love it and each stage that is reached by him makes me miss the earlier stages. I want those first few weeks of his life back. To sit and snuggle and never let him go.
He is a beautiful, beautiful baby. Both my babies have been but after all that had happened, it is amazing to me that I am privileged enough to have him in my life.
I love his soft downy head with baby hair fuzz. I rub and kiss it like a good luck charm. I stare at his beautiful eyes, which were first blue then gunmetal and now brownish. His chubby legs actively kicking and getting ready to crawl and walk and run.
5 months have flown by and I miss his newborn days so precious and fleeting.