Monday, September 17, 2012

The faintest flicker

Saw the teeniest, tiniest, flutteriest heart beat today!

At the same time, the doc said the HCG's weren't doubling which could mean a failing pregnancy. BUT Google says that you shouldn't make too much out of the HCG levels cause they vary quite a bit.

Still, there are low hormone levels so have been told to up my drug dosage even higher to support the pregnancy. And Glam doc has scheduled my next appointment for next week cause as this case is "difficult", she wants to check in once a week until she's completely happy that all is going well. I am fine with that...

I have decided that i really must try and be a little bit optimistic. The pessimism is just making me angry and sad. So there... I'm optimistic.

I am pregnant...

And i'm freaking out. Even admitting that i am pregnant is freaking me out.

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