Sunday, December 18, 2011

Apparently being irrational is part of doing IVF

Perhaps I am a bit irrational these days. Sorry to my darling husband who I called a con man and a liar earlier today. (Apparently SIA releases blocks of seats ever so often and he had checked before they did - do I believe that story? Hmmmmm. Yep, still irrational!) Whatever, he is now booked one day earlier - yippee! Not as worried now that he'll miss egg collection. But still worried because it is something I can worry about so why the hell wouldn't I?!

He reminded me that I was totally irrational, vomitous and sore my last 4 cycles. So I guess this one is going normally. I'm blogging all the gory details just in case I am mad enough to do another cycle. Then I can refer back to this and see if it's the same. (the most disgusting of these gory details - perhaps skip to the next para - do it now... - is the fact that I feel like someone has shoved a raw egg, minus yolk and shell, up my vagina and it is all dripping out. I am SO sorry to have to share that but it's something I will want to know about if I do another cycle and I did tell you to skip to the next para.)

I have started wearing things that are stretchy because anything that sits tight on my belly hurts my brelly buises and my fat stomach. I think it's my ovaries that are making my stomach fat. (Couldn't possibly be the coffee cake i ate yesterday) I hope it is my ovaries full nice juicy follicles and healthy eggs.

Tomorrow morning, another blood test and ultrasound. I'm praying those follies have grown to 15-18mm and we can trigger as soon as Wed!

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