It is best to blog before giving myself injections

What a beautiful day it was, spent some time with old friends and their family. Freaked out a bit because it was a bday party for a 15 year old and i was reminded that i was 15 when i met G, the love of my life and 16 when we started dated. The bday boy today just seemed so young and had a Justin Bieber hair cut. What the hell would we have known about love at that age. Leela also met a baby boy today and immediately asked me "When can I have a baby of my own?".

It is best to blog before giving myself injections because the process doesn't seem that bad. Once i've mixed my drugs and jabbed the needles in, the process seems like crap. Woke up with an additional black spot on my belly. I tried to show this to G on Skype but they don't really look as black and angry on Skype as they should. I was trying to milk some sympathy out of the whole belly bruising. Didn't work.

Been fixating on when trigger will be. G reminded me that all my cycles seem to go well and then start to drag so it might be longer. I keep thinking this one is better, it will go faster and happen sooner. Maybe setting myself up for disappointment, i just want this to be over. Didn't realise what a wimp i was before this.

But today was a good day so let's just be happy for a bit more because now i'm off to find those blunt needles and set them out to warm up a bit (YOU try injecting ice cold drugs into you!) before sticking them into my belly and adding to my collection of bruises. Maybe i should start naming these bruises. They all seem to have a bit of their own personality anyways. Who would have known that injection points could be so fascinating!