Two more sleeps

Those were the first words my little girl chirped this morning. Two more and then we're off to Australia! If only she know what we were going for. She is so excited to play with Gran and her cousins and I'm looking forward to seeing everyone too. But I am not looking forward to the IVF process. I know it has to be done. We gotta try for Leela's sake. I'll get through it, I'm sure. But I wish it didn't have to be like this. Thankfully G's mum has offered to do my I injections. Though I think I'll try and suck it up a bit and do them myself. Wish G were going to be there and hope he actually makes it for egg collection. It's all just a great big cloud of "what if" with the addition of drugs. What more could a person ask for?!