My belly is not looking pretty. I mean, it is ugly and disgusting. If the stretch marks, cellulite and wibble wobble of it weren't bad enough, it now has 5 or 6 bruises that look black and angry and pissed with the world. Can't wait for more to join these pissed off bruises because like any party, the more the merrier.
The new injection i've added is horrible. The needle is NOT sharp. i had to stick myself twice tonight! Who the hell makes a needle that isn't sharp! Then it takes what seems like an hour to actually inject the entire dose of drug, followed by itchy, red belly that eventually turns into a black and angry bruise.
I remember telling people in years past that IVF wasn't so bad. I was lying! I think i actually believed it was not that bad. Now that i'm in the midst of it, it's bad. Don't think i can do another cycle. (I remember swearing never to do it again with cycle 4. WTF happened!?)
Talked to the nurse today who said i have a group of 8 large follicles (between 9-13mm) and they will keep an eye on them and trigger (her guess) between Wed and Sat. If they trigger Wed, G will have to come straight from the airport and do his thing. The lucky bastard has been able to avoid the entire process and might be able to just cum in a cup and be done with it. SO not fair that i get weeks of pain and all he needs to do is something pleasureable to himself... AND look at porn!
My next BT and U/s on Monday should give us a better view of when the end will be and won't i welcome it with open arms!
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