What is with the birds in this country! Seriously, do they HAVE to be up chirping at 4.30 in the morning? I could have gotten in another two hours of sleep but the birds, the birds! And the sun starts to get up too - though i shouldn't complain about the sun seeing as it's been so absent lately.
Spent an entire day in bed sleeping yesterday. Probably just what i needed, just to stop and do nothing, sleep and not be disturbed. Pissed that i got sick because i don't know how it would affect my follicle growth. But then may be a blessing cause if i had not gotten sick, i would have been out and about and probably exhausted by the end of the day.
Though i actually think that procreation is like the lotto, you get it or you don't and there isn't anything that you can do about it. You can try, if it makes you feel better, but at the end of the day, it's the luck of the draw. What a crap way of bringing babies into the world.
Then there's the other side of me who thinks i could do more, i should do more and i worry about this and that. Like... will sleeping with my hot blanket on actually poach my eggs or will it incubate them and make them grow.
About to head off for my (hopefully) final blood test and ultrasound. I'm praying for trigger tonight and collection on Friday but i suppose that's up to my damned eggs and how fast they have grown in the last two days.
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