Will the waiting never end!!

Got a call from Genea who said Dr D thinks we should wait longer and let all the little eggs catch up. Jeeze!

So next blood test is on Monday, which is one day later than my worst case date! I asked what if the big follicle gets too big or ovulates accidentally. The nurse said the biggest follicle may be over ripe, so to say, but hopefully the majority of eggs will be good quality.

Again who's to know! Have I just gone through all of this again to have a batch of dodgy eggs! Starting to suspect that maybe the last cycle was ended too quickly just so Genea didn't have to work over Christmas! I was so thrilled with my 12 day cycle because that is the norm. This cycle is going to 14 + days and I feel like such a pawn and everything is up to chance. I feel like I'm just a careless experimentation to Dr D and Genea and they really don't give a damn. Although that can't be true. They have their reputations to protect and they're probly just as pissed as me because I'm screwing up their statistics! It just feels like they don't care at all. It even seemed like Nurse H didn't want to answer my questions and just wanted to hurry and get off the phone.

Apparently I won't ovulate accidentally because of the drugs. But what if the little eggs don't mature and my biggest bestest egg goes rotten and I don't have any eggs at all!

It's all just so discouraging and frustrating! I could literally scream...

But I'll silently wait. At least I kind of know that I'll be triggered on Mon and have egg collection on Wed. But it could all change again too on Mon...